what's teenage love?

WHAT'S TEENAGE LOVE?

it's staying up late for each other & barely staying awake in class the next day. it's passing each other between classes & stopping to say Hi, but ending up running to your next class right before the bell rings. it's going to the mall, wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that's comfortable. it's watching a movie in the theaters with his arm slowly creeping onto your shoulders, & you resting your head in his arms. it's walking around at night, for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the stars. it's uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you're both willing to take, even if it means you'll have a broken heart. it's not yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation. it's teenage love, here to stay, here to play our hearts & never to go away.

[MAY, 12] What a bad day :'(

recently I accident dkt Sungai Petani, Kedah. actually that time I on my way nak balik Klang. went to Perodua for a service. keluar je from Perodua Service Centre Bakar Arang, accident. dkt T-junction. bumped into Honda Jazz colour hitam. (please refer to the picture yawww..)
so nervous masa tu.. keluar g kt kereta tu untuk mintak maaf and suddenly dapat tau the driver was a pregnant woman. DAMN! lagilah cuak kan...
her belly kena dkt stereng kereta, and she was crying that time.. her mother garang nak mampus ok.. siap pukul2 and tolak2 lagi.. i said I AM SORRY la aunty...
and she called her hubby who apparently working kt kilang nearby je..
then abang yg keja kt Perodua sgt gentleman dan baik hati terus bwk kakak tu g hospital nearby. " hantar I ke Hospital Pantai.. I xnak hospital lain.." fuhh, kaya kakak ni... ( dalam hati aku je la...)
and I was very very nervous okay... called Haziq Zulkifli. luckily dia ade kt rumah sewa. dia datang with Fendi. THANK YOU GUYS!
tak lama after that, Ira dtg dgn mak dia.. thank God.
after Sarjan Ramli dh dtg, ambik gmbr and mcm2 lg, terus pergi balai buat report. and then g bengkel tgk keta jap.. pastu baik Kulim. (rumah Ira)
stayed at Ira's for 2 days..
my case is a bit difficult because the baby isn't so healthy at that time. SHE's 2.5kg. but her mother is doing well. hmm, my dad decided to pay for the hospital bill which cost more than 5K. what the...???? and on Friday my dad, mama, and abahmok came to fetch me up.. they stay over at my place for 1 night.
the next day, kitorg g bengkel and check the car.. maybe siap dlm masa sebln kott..( Ah Beng yg cakap..) after that, terus gerak balik Klang.
5 hous later, HOME SWEET HOME BABY!!!!!

for those who involved, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
u guys don't know how much I really appreciate it.. I LOVE YOU!!!!!
I've learnt from my mistake. and kinda phobia to drive right now.. I'll try not to be a careless driver again. NEVER!

i am sick.

I'm having a full package of illness. out of sudden.

GREAT! <--- being sarcastic.

headache.
vomit.
flu.
unstable body temperature.
migraine.

took medicine. but still don't recover.
pray the best for my health.
AMIN.

fashion OR style ?

"The only rule is don't be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in"

-Paris Hilton-

this is so random and i don't know why

its been a while since i last updated my blog. too busy with assignments, test, quizzes and stuff. and now i'm facing with my final exam. its sooo crucial as it is my final year here in Kedah. hopefully the result will be as good as it was when i was in sem 1. this final year make me feel like giving up.. but Thank God, i've made it. thanks to my family yang tak habis2 support me and make me feel courage to finish up my studies.

Recently, i've been thinking a lot. besides the final paper, i've been thinking about my future plan. getting married? further study? or get a job? hurm, i'm going to further my studies of course. degree in corporate admin? or degree in admin science? doesn't matter la.. but hopefully dpt kat kedah. why? maybe for those yg originally not from s.alam or klang or sekitarnya will feel excited to go to s.alam campus. but for me, s.alam has been like my hometown coz i'm living in klang for about 22 years now. maybe some will think that s.alam is better coz the facilities, infrastructure, accomodation and stuff like that. but for me, kedah is better as i am already familiar with this town (or should i say village), the people, foods, the lecturers, the campus and on top of that, i already have a rent house and cool housemates! hurm, idk la.. let the time decide..

as for now, i'm facing with the final two papers.. BUSINESS LAW & CURRENT AFFAIRS IN SOUTHEAST ASIA. a bit harder and tougher than the other 2 papers earlier. wish me luck ya!
my paper will be held on this coming 5th & 9th May.. and yet i've got MUET exam on 10th. will be going back to home sweet home on the 11th. (maybe laa.. or a bit late. final year kan mama?? hehe)

and now it is already 3.26pm and i haven't do the revision yet.
i'm signing off.
ttyl~

you have no idea

i'm nowhere near perfect.

i eat when i'm bored.

i fall for boys easily.

i'm vulnerable to believing lies.

i make up excuses for everything.

i have best friends and enemies.

i have drama and memories.

and i forget why i'm still here sometimes.

you have no idea.

never.

i'll never forget these word..

• there's no one i'd rather be with than you
• i'll never hurt you
• you mean the world to me
• call me anytime, and i'll be here for you
• i'll care about you forever
• you complete me
• you make me smile
• you mean so much to me
• you know me better than anyone else in the world
• i wish you were here with me right now
• i'd lost without you
• i want to be with you for the rest of my life
• let me spend the night with you
• i'll protect you
• i promise i'll go slow with you
• i trust you
• be with me
• kiss me
• hug me
• i need you
• i love you.